Yeah it is sort of hard for me to get into the holiday spirit. I am having my surgery (Laparoscopy) tomorrow morning....

I had my other procedure last Thursday and they found a few things esophagitis, severe gastritis and IBS. NICE!!!! :-) HUH..

Then on Sunday I hard really bad sharp abdomen pains so bad I had to go to the E.R. woke up Monday morning and look at this. My mouth is once again swelled up for the 3rd time. Every 3 months this is happening and no one and I do mean no one can tell me what is going on with my mouth.

I take strong pain medications, steroids and antibiotics but nothing helps. They are trying to get me into the Mayo Clinic but my insurance does not cover it. So we are trying to either get me into Shand's or Cleveland Clinic here in Florida. My last step is seeing a Dermatologist this Friday.

It is a long process of why this is happening, but I can only be strong for myself and more importantly my children.

Please keep me in your thoughts...